Yesterday was me an FairMaiden's two year anniversary of getting Married in Real which didn't prove to be what I had hoped an planned but I will make it up ten times over for my girl. Hopefully when my second arrives for her visit she can help my girl to see alot of the thing's that she just don't notice, you know kinda like the country song "She Doesn't Know Shes Beautiful" in this instance either way though nothing in the end has ever been able to cause true long-lasting issues. Its a scary though oddly comfortable feeling knowing one trusts you completely with thier life; I speak of trust that is like what one must have to speak for yourself if declared not fit because of Medical reasons. I think what I mean is whom you trust with power of attorney an the sort but alas I rambled the point away.

My appointments went rather well the Psych test ended up taking longer then usual but I kinda over-rode them with how open I was being with what I think could be useful for myself. Still having to go out Monthly for my Fentanyl patches though luckily this time my GP caught what could've turned into a serious problem an set me on a small week long regiment to help clear it up an here I was thinking it was one of my Wisdom teeth...

It's like seriously late so I think I'll put the Book of Luke on an start to drift off to sleep whilst puffing on some medical herbs, also known as "California Trees" by a good amount of the community. if your taking the time to read these thought's of mine I would like to thank you an mention that usually my more in-depth (uncensored) blog can be found through my MySpace page. And on that small plug I'll say as alway's...

Goodnight

Moon