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You know you have to yet you just can't do it. The coffee, the power drinks, the ideas that just seem great. The notes that make no sense after you finally give in to it. The feeling you might miss something. The desire to have it. You forget you need it. The fleeing time and the feeling that only moments have passed but it has been hours.....The sweetness when it finally arrives....never wanting to get out. The dreams almost better then reality. Never enough. Then way too much. Just when you have a grip it starts all over again. The nightmares, the hours just staring at the darkness. It captures you as you collapse and you jump startled.....You are falling, fighting it. It is your master and you must obey, if only you can.